help with covering up loss

[hairscared]

I would like to cover up my hair loss, but don't think I want a wig, but not sure if I have to much HL for just a topper thingie. I 'd like someone to look at my photo of HL but don't know where to post that... never mind I figured out how to post a pic.. please have a look then maybe you could better suggest something. Also what kind of hair loss do you think this is? My head really hurts too.

I have just lost this hair in the last 3 mo.

I haven't seen a doctor. I called one 2 days ( DAZE) ago and told him over the phone I lost some hair and he ordered a CBC and thyroid test. I should have the results back tomorrow. I have been on synthroid for years. I am sure the tests will be in the normal range and the doc will congratulate me on this... he always says " well good news! the blood tests tests are within the normal range"
I live in a very remote area and don't know where to turn ...
I am very depressed and won't leave the house, hubby is afraid I am going to kill myself. If I could just hide hair loss I 'd feel better.

I would think a topper that I can pull some of my own hair through woulod look the most natural. I know nothing about any of this.

Please if you can take the time to point me somewhere where I can get some hair that looks good I would be grateful.
hugs,
hairscared