I went to a friend's birthday lunch yesterday. She put the pictures up on Facebook. There's one with the back of my head... and I had not realized my crown looked so bad! Admittedly, the sun was striking right on my crown... but still. My hair also looked so limp, flat, ugly... my part so wide... I'm only 24. I'm single. How is someone ever going to be attracted or love me, if my head looks like this? I don't wanna leave the house. This is what prevents me from enjoying life, from meeting people... I wish I could afford a wig, and even then... I want MY hair. I'd be happy to have thin hair, as long as I had normal scalp coverage. I just don't see how any guy my age would see past this, most women my age have normal hair... and this looks like AGA. The sad thing is, at my age both my mom and dad still had full heads of hair, they only started losing theirs after 40 (what's more, my mom only started losing hers after her surgically induced menopause). And I know we all wonder, "Why me?"... but that's all that's in my head right now, why me? I'm not all too pretty to begin with, I can't afford to lose hair. I honestly don't know what to do right now... why so young? Why couldn't this happen until at least being married for a few years, so that it wouldn't be so effin' hard to deal with dating and all? I can't let guys see me like that, I can't let them touch my hair, I can't, I paralyze just thinking about it.