To all who read my post in the past, I came really close to losing it. I almost came close to going to a hospital for how suicidal I was. I really apologize to all who read my last post. I was at the breaking point. I really couldnt take it anymore. It just goes to show how this hairloss demon has such a grip on most of us. I blame society. If there wasnt such pressure on woman to look a certain way all the time, no matter where we are or who we are, I do believe we wouldn't be going through this. I truly send my thanks to those who wrote there support. Even that one poster (you know who you are) who contacted a suicidal hotline for me. Just so all of you know if I havent mentioned it before: I am actually 29. To me, having this at this age has been hard. Especially while being around young woman who have thick heads of hair. Not that Im saying that its harder than older woman. Im not saying that at all. Again...thank you to all those who kept me in there prayers. I apologize.