Hi, My name is Clara and I found this forum out of dispair. It seems there's no one I can talk to about my alopecia - I'm even considering finding myself therapy sessions just so I can vent but then I live abroad (I'm Spanish, living in Lithuania) and I'm afraid that language might be an issue. Oh well. Sorry for the long intro. I just wanted to ask one thing. I bought my first wig three days ago and I HATE it. It doesn't look in the least like my own hair (well it's a good wig and it does look like somebody's hair, just not mine!). Also, somehow the lady at the shop convinced me to get a blonde wig when I'm dark haired. Not too blonde, it's more like mousy blonde, but still not my colour. Anyway, so I tell myself I have to get used to it (everybody says it suits me because I have light eyes) and then I try to wear it the whole day through, but it REALLY itchy and I can't stop scratching it and all I can think of is going home to take it off and BURN IT. What should I do? Should I force myself to get used to it? Is it going to be the same with every wig? Should I try some other wig (are Rachel Welch's really that good)? I bought this one for €100 - is that too cheap? Thanks for reading. I really needed to write this. I hope someone has some thoughts about it?